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Trusting You i don't like to have us fightingTrusting You by ~inucrazyGina
i don't mean to be "that girl"
i can't help myself sometimes
i care for you so much
i'm sorry i don't trust you.
i really wish i could.
Trust is something you have to earn.
And honestly,
the amount of times you have hurt me
make me not trust you.
with all my heart ,i want to trust you
With all the people that have
come and gone in my life
they always say they will never leave
but they always do.
i admit i have abandonment and trust issues
we just have to work through them.
please try and understand
i just need to know
that you love me, want to be with me,
and won't intentionaly lea
Masking MaskingMasking by ~inucrazyGina
They think they know me all so well,
But behind this mask I secretly dwell.
I hide my thoughts, my feelings too,
I hide so well from all of you.
I smile away the tears that fall,
I show no sign of weakness at all.
I hide behind an empty screen,
I’m different inside, not what I seem.
My hurt and tears get locked away,
And forever behind this mask they'll stay.
No matter how hard they try to escape,
I’ll hide away all my mistakes.
I hide me well, every day,
Forever in disguise I’ll stay.
I’ll smile away the tears that fall,
I’ll show no sign of weakness at all.
Behind The Mask I Wear Behind The Mask I WearBehind The Mask I Wear by ~inucrazyGina
I’m hurting inside but you don’t care.
You cannot see behind the mask I wear.
I cover the tears and hide the pain.
I love you but you’re to blame.
I pull down my sleeve to cover the cuts.
I’m hurting so bad because I love you so much.
I want to runaway disappear for a while.
I hate that I’m faking this pretty little smile.
I’m covering the bruises that are left on my heart.
I’m pushing out my hand so I wont fall apart.
This wall I’m building made of brick and stone.
Will protect my heart but leave me all alone.
I love you so much but I’m hurting inside.
1500 Miles 1500 Miles1500 Miles by ~inucrazyGina
Thousands of miles apart, and you are still close to my heart.
At night I could still feel your embrace tight against my breast.
I could still hear your silent breathing in my left ear.
The raspy thumping of your heart in the pit of my stomach.
i could still feel you playing footsies with me underneath the sheets.
I’m still enjoying the silence between you and i.
I could still feel you tugging at the sheet gently not to wake me up.
I could still feel where we become silhouettes in the evening.
I could still feel you next to me even though we’re miles apart.
Please come back to me, for I need you.
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